moving for now!

might be moving back cuz onsugar layouts are pretty standard.

ANYWAY.

updates for now will be here!

http://junkyarddolls.onsugar.com

bye!

time for change!

mudder.

i blogged a post and internet just killed it.

grrrrrrrrrr

today i had a "me" time todaaaaaaay. it was amazing.

#1: made promises to myself (i wrote them out!)

#2: did a mask

#3: blinged my contact lens case

#4: bought something onlineeeeeeee

#5: ate alotttttttt

#6: talked to people onlinee(keekee my chats with people today was (Y))

#7: watched tutorials( one hair dye tutorial in preparation for diy project year end. EGGXITING)

I STILL WANNA DO SOMETHING. BUT I AM STILL THINKING. SHOULD I DO SOMETHING REALLY CRAZY TO MY HAIR LIKE CHOPPING IT OFF??

anywayyyyyy

NOW

ARE

YOU

READY

FOR

MY

......

CONTACT LENS CASE!

pretty right. ahaha but looks kinda plainnnnnnn. i should have used other colours as well and maybe some ribbons and hearts or something! but nvm i am pretty happy with it for nowwwwww.

keekee. i am a happy girl nowwwww.

bling my ipod/phone?? yesyes nono??

anywayyyyyyyy

time to studdddddddddddyyyyyy. and after promos. its going to be excitinggggg. maybe go for some parties,organise some? (tea partyyyyyyyyyy!!) meet new people. who knows what we can find (wink wink!blondz and sex) AHAAH. totally hate school ttm cause pioneer only officially closes school on the 20th?? WTF. retarded right.uggggggggggh. butttttt i am going to make sure that one month break is going to be fully and efficiently spent( keekee)

i cant wait for promos to come and be overrrrrrrrrr

^^

loving you was easy. losing you was hard.

we're done. but its not over

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be

So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never
Ever forget these images
No

I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be

So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I'll bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be

So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

joan showed me this song today. i really like this song. itsssssss so relate-able. after i heard this song. i was kinddddddaaaaaaaa ..... aiyoh.

its been 7 days already :( 

need.to.stop.thinking.about.it

</3

i still need more time

i miss you. alot.

for you

i want to turn back time

i really wished i could.

relive the moments. its impossible thats of course

everything we had. is no longer there

nothing i say is going to change anything

i am just going to let go. maybe its better that way

be strong for me. i will be strong for you

i love you

take care.

i hate the people treating you like shyt things.

i cant deal with it anymore

first was c

then

p

then now

xxxxx.

ah. tsk. i will learn to hold and control my feelings. it isnt a good thing that i am always so emotional. ugggggggh. today is such a bad day.

but yesterday i had awesome time with kim and gracia. gracia brought me and kim to cafe cartel for the first time. AHAHA. cafe cartel virgin yeah. retarded right. BUT IT WAS SO AWESOME&CHEAP:D:D plus we had vitamilk after that(Y)

tomorrow will be an even better day.

^^